Well, I have been suffering from depression for around 3 years now and it is starting to kick my ass. This past year I had to take a year off from college because it got so bad, my girl friend of 5 years and I broke up because she couldn't take me being down so much, and it just seems like things are getting worse. Two of my close friends brothers just died, my uncle just passed away, my grandmother is really sick...ahhhh!! I also hate not going to school because I have a lot of spare time, so I got a job with one of my friends roofing. It went well for a few months and I almost had enough money to send my car to bryan (slow66) to have him finish the supe since I am not getting any where with my depression. Well on memorial day my boss calls me when I am wasted at the beach and tells me to call my boy who we work with(who has 2 kids and got me the job) and tell him that he only needs me for this job since I have a car to get to work. Well I quit and let my boy have the job because he has kids, but I am out of work until I get back from europe(july 8th) and I do not see my car going anywhere. I really should ask my parents to loan me the money, but I have done everything myself in my life and I hate people helping me. Sorry for the rant I just feel that everything bad is happening lately and it is getting worse. I take paxil and talk to a therapists every other week, but they are not helping lately. I just fell like I am worthless lately, but I am a great student(have a 3.73 gpa), great friend, smart, funny and everyone loves me, but I just can not get over this stupid depression and it is killing me!
cliffnotes: depressed, no job, supra is still down, hating everything right about now...need some advice on things to do to feel better...
cliffnotes: depressed, no job, supra is still down, hating everything right about now...need some advice on things to do to feel better...