Last night my mother had a seizure. She has not had one in over a year and a half, but she had another. They can never find a medication that will assist her with her problem 99.9%. She has had a lot of stress due to her job lately (corrections officer), she is under stress about bills, and she has been real sick. This line of events is what I beleive sparked her seizure. The problem is, she has bills to pay, and she might not be able to keep her job due to her epilepsy. Either way, I would not want her to have a seizure at work around all the inmates......
All this brings me to why I feel like shit. If she loses her job, I will be paying all the bills my job will allow, I will lose my new 89 Supra, and ALL my hard work and love I have put in her. On top of that, there will be more stress since some of the bills might not get paid, and there is a very high possibility she might have more seizures due to the stress of losing her job.
I dunno what to do, I am just slipping into a deep depresion, feel sick to my stomache, and have been praying, but I never seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. :icon_frow Sorry, had to let it out.
All this brings me to why I feel like shit. If she loses her job, I will be paying all the bills my job will allow, I will lose my new 89 Supra, and ALL my hard work and love I have put in her. On top of that, there will be more stress since some of the bills might not get paid, and there is a very high possibility she might have more seizures due to the stress of losing her job.
I dunno what to do, I am just slipping into a deep depresion, feel sick to my stomache, and have been praying, but I never seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. :icon_frow Sorry, had to let it out.